Okay I feel better now. Time to write...
A corner has been turned in recent days.
Feels fragile but strong,
surface but deep.
A quiet humming inside.
My spirit and His,
we are communing.
The inward search is awake
after a season of denial.
Playing with being cynical and "just the facts".
Not trusting it to be real.
Talking back to "inspirational" quotes.
Stepping away from the miraculous.
But the heart is hungry, unsatisfied.
There must be more.
True reality is unseen, unmanufactured.
The "more" is so close,
right here in my breath.
HE is so close, right here.
Now I am looking inward
without agenda, not for a Bible class,
just for me and for HIM.