The Book




My book, WALKING BUTTERFLY is now a reality at last! It is available for purchase on amazon.com as of February 3, 2016. I am still basking in the wonder of it all. I have lots of sales and my social media circles have gone out of their way to cover me with loving congratulations and kind words. 

I am overwhelmed at the beautiful response. There were many sales the first day and more each day as the first week is passing. Now I am seeing and devouring photos of people on FB and Instagram holding my book up with a smile of excitement. 

So now I wait for the responses AFTER they read my words, my deepest heart that I spilled out for all to see. Yikes! I feel naked and vulnerable. But I also feel very loved and happy. 

What an amazing process this is. Last night I read parts of my book (I LOVE to say "my book"!!) with a detached purpose, trying to read it through the eyes of those who have it in their hands right now. I still love it...so I hope they do to.

Yes, there are word changes I would make, but over-all I feel ok about the job I did on this first book. I never admitted it to anyone but the Hubs, but I thought that I would only write one book. Because it is really HARD. And the journey of this book was full of so many doubts, fears and questions. I had no idea if my words were worth a printing and pretty cover. You just do not know until someone else tells you, you know?

So I never admitted that I may be a one book person because that is a huge NO-NO in writing circles. The first question a publisher will ask is about more books being produced in the future. 

But I am not a one book person. At least in this moment when I am feeling pretty good about it all! I may have more to write, and I am asking God about it. It also could depend on the response Walking Butterfly receives once the readers react to it. We will see. 

I would love to make a difference in the lives of those who need encouragement. Here I am in my quiet house with time to be with God and enjoy my grandson, but I sense that God is not through with this lady. The coming months will be a listening season for me. Who knows what is next for the recovering church lady? 

Susie

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I am a writer who never wanted to write a book. Yes, I swooned as I watched Jo March run her hand gently over her name on the cover of her first book, and I filled pages and pages of my journal, but for the first 58 years of my life I had no desire to see a book with my name on it.

When I was much younger I spent the night at the home of a friend. On the night stand next to the bed in the guest room was a book written by a member of that family. As I picked it up, dust floated into the air. The book had never been opened and there were more copies on a high shelf. I knew that I did not want my hard won words to end up like this.

My desire for my writing was something more alive and fresh. Here today and gone tomorrow, like my hero Erma Bombeck, the newspaper columnist. I loved the idea of getting to know my readers and they getting to know me.

As the pastor's wife of a small church in a small town I found an equally small way to fill this desire of my heart. I wrote a weekly unpaid newspaper column for the Religion Page of the local paper. I loved it and found time for several years to fit it in, between school car pools and church committee meetings. I wrote about my life with God and family. My little column was upbeat and always encouraging and sometimes a little bit funny. When I began to hear that others enjoyed it and that some even cut it out and posted it on their refrigerators, I was in Heaven! (Our refrigerators were the original FaceBook walls.)

Then along came the wonderful world of blogging! This was the perfect venue for my style of writing. The updated version of an interactive newspaper column at its best. Recovering Church Lady is my second blog. I created my first one in 2008 and it was called Walking Butterfly. I told no one in my real life about it and loved making new friends online that were in totally different walks of life and from all over the world. Many of them followed me over to Recovering Church Lady when I started this blog in 2010.

I have written for devotional magazines, ministry newsletters, several online magazines and businesses. My rambling words are scattered all over the place. And now I come back to a desire that hit me between the eyes in 2011...to write a book.

At the time I thought that I was going to write a book for pastor's wives who were struggling. The outline came to me smoothly and easily one day in my journal and I believed that God had given me an assignment. I excitedly told everyone! That shocked me and made me even more convinced that I was on a mission from God. :)

It took many months and tons of research to get myself so confused and overwhelmed with the writing and publishing process that I found myself frozen and the project stopped for months at a time. I lost the message and purpose for such a book. I felt embarrassed for my bold declarations to my friends and family and feared that I had become that old cliche` of the wannabe writer who is enamored with the writing life more than the actual work of creating a book. (I still worry about that today.)

The first book idea was set aside as I discovered that the main message it carried was really for a much broader audience than just ministry wives. When I tore it apart and brought it back to the core, I found my life message about the love of God. The huge, simple and complicated love of God.

So this year I have been working on book idea number two. Each chapter begins with a true and intimate experience between God and me. Then I do my best to expand on it and help the reader apply it to their own life. I believe that this is the book God meant for me to write and I am so excited to see it take shape beneath my fingers. Recently Hubs asked to read it for the first time and his response made it suddenly feel very real. He is a bit of a sarcastic and cynical soul and his words after reading it are the best thing a faith writer would ever want to hear about her book. I am keeping them to myself...too precious to me.

Ack, cannot believe I am spilling all of this to you! But writing a book involves a good amount of sticking one's neck out, doesn't it? Mine feels kind of chilly right now. An editor friend took a quick look at what I have written and gave me the encouragement to go for it and so I am. I plan to self-publish because my research has shown that it is a smart way to go in recent years. The deadline may change but I am hoping to have my book of love release in time for Valentines Day 2016, in just a little over 2 months!

I would love your good thoughts and prayers for me as I figure out how to navigate this new world of publishing. I cannot afford an editor or cover designer etc, so I am working hard to get it in the best shape possible on my own..... ( UPDATE: One day after posting, God provided me with a fantastic COVER DESIGNER free of charge! I honestly did not expect this, but a sweet reward from my community after being vulnerable. Thanks LB!)....  It is a daunting task, but I am loving the process because I love helping people see God in a whole new way. So many of you have encouraged me through your comments on my blog posts over the years. Thank you for reading me! It means everything to me.

Susie

8 comments:

  1. Oh I am really getting excited now! By Valentine's Day? I LOVE that idea...The season of LOVE...what better time to share God's LOVE with the world and all of us here awaiting this wonderful event with baited breath and anticipation. I am SO proud of you...and I KNOW this is going to be tremendously marvelous! (how's that description?) LOVE this news!

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    1. Thanks so much Pam, you've been an awesome cheerleader!

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  2. I always enjoy reading you. Your honesty, sincerity & genuine love always shine through and challenge me. I cant wait to read your first book. So proud of you Sis.

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  3. Well, of course you are going to write the book...or publish the book...with you on the journey...and my favorite quote ..."What's for you, will not pass you." God is FOR you and He is the One who presses in and out of us wanting to expand His glorious presence through His sons and daughters. I trust that He will provide for you, and bring His will for your life to fruition. I don't believe He puts these things in us for nothing...these books to birth, these desires...I do believe we can not understand clearly His timeline, or means. But, anything that is in accordance with His will...well, nothing will stop it. I know it. I do believe also we can sort of not be clear on the details...and that's ok, unless the message He wants to use you to speak is hindered or unclear in any way. THen He just waits for us to get the lessons, the focus the clarity---ultimately His vision. Anyway, I know He is in this...I continue to lean and listen for His lessons; catch His vision...with clarity. For such a time as this- he will pour out His Spirit in HIs children, and they will go forth with words that magnify HIM alone...as many continue to villainize, pour forth lies, and drown out the Name that is Truth...He will raise up His own prophets, and teachers, and speakers...all glorifying HIs name. Every voice that exalts HIs name...His Grace, Truth, Majesty...through their gifts, time and talent...Yes- this is your time. THis is our time...oh my, did I just ramble on or what? Love you! Don't know what came over me...lol

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  4. So excited for you Sis! And I can't wait for Valentines Day. It's just the beginning I am sure. We are all so proud of you; my Sis is soooo amazing! :)

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    1. Thanks Linda, that means so so much to me. Now to finish this bugger!

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